Sunday, January 11, 2009

On a runaway train, our hearts collide.

Earth and air could not be more opposite than Mildred and Holly, 
yet in my head they acquired a Siamese twin-ship,
and the thread of thought that had sewn them together ran like this:
the average personality reshapes frequently, 
every few years even our bodies undergo a complete overhaul-
desirable or not, it is a natural thing that we should change.
All right, here were two people who never would.
That is what Mildred Grossman had in common with Holly Golightly.
They would never change because they'd
 been given their character too soon;
 which, like sudden riches, 
leads to a lack of proportion:
the one had splurged herself into a top-heavy realist, 
the other a lopsided romantic.
I imagined them in a restaurant of the future,
Mildred still studying the menu for its nutritional values,
 Holly still gluttonous for everything on it.
It would never be different.
They would walk through life and out of it 
with the same determined step 
that took small notice of those cliffs at the left.




Excerpt from Truman Capote's "Breakfast as Tiffany's"
photos from we heart it




I've been sick, sick, sick.
And also very busy (which is not the best combination).
I had a photo shoot today,
 so I'll probably be posting some of my new work soon.
And I talked my friends into leaving New York.
Not for awhile, probably not for five years.
But when we do, we're going to move to Paris.
The whole lot of us will move out.
Hopefully New York won't miss us too much. (or vice versa).

Friday, January 9, 2009

Scattered


I find myself a little frazzled tonight.
There's a looming awareness of deadlines and time.
A ghost from my past is visiting New York.
And the city itself seems to have stopped moving.
At this awkward stance on a halted life,  I've had a lot of time to think.
As I grow older, I realize my tastes have changed.
And while others grow into their roles of responsibility, 
I become increasingly anxious of following my set schedule.
I can't help but wonder where 2009 will take me.
But maybe, that's how everyone thinks at the dawn of a new year.
Either way, I know I can't hide from the world forever.
I might not always have a smile on my face, 
but I'm sure that life this year will bring many surprises, schedules and all.









Thursday, January 8, 2009

ye-rin mok


currently obsessed with this photographer.












Tuesday, January 6, 2009

With a ribbon in her hair.


"She had been wearing the bow since the day before. 
It was something she had found herself...
Totto-chan was very proud of the ribbon.
She told him ow she had gone to see her aunt 
and was lucky to find her aunt airing some clothes.
Among them was the old-fashioned, long, purple pleated skirt 
she had worn when she was a schoolgirl. 
As her aunt was putting it away, 
Totto-chan noticed something pretty on it.
The something pretty turned out to be this ribbon
 that was attached to the waistband at the back.
She took some scissors and cut the thread
 attaching it to the skirt and gave it to Totto-chan. 
That was how she got it.
It really was a beautiful ribbon.
It was wide and of very good silk, 
and had roses and all sorts of designs woven into it.
Wide and stiff when it was tied,
 it made a bow as big as Totto-chan's head.
Auntie said the fabric was imported.
While she was speaking, Totto-chan jiggled her head occasionally 
so the headmaster could hear the rustling sound the ribbon made."


excerpt from Totto-chan: The Little Girl at the Window 
by Tetsuko Kuroyanagi

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind?


I am finally back from my vacations and as the holidays are officially over ( already?), I've no excuse to not be posting! I hope you all had the best of new years, and I wish you to have the happiest time in 2009! I've decided that 2010 will be my life-changing year. I need one more year to prepare myself...

Anyway, the darling Angela has tagged me. To everyone who has tagged me recently: I apologize a million times for being so reluctant to do them! I am very honored that you thought of me though, and will try to get to more in the future!

Love you all!


The Honest Scrap Award: A tag to write ten honest truths about yourself.


1. I secretly love Valentine's Day because
 it's the one holiday that is never predictable for me.
That, and I like sending valentines to everyone I know.
2. Springtime will always depress me.
3. I'm comfortable being alone.
I'm afraid I'll grow up to be a terrible hermit.
3. I only like going to the beach after the sun has set. 
Even though I'm afraid of the dark.
4. I have such a large book collection that I worry where
 I will put it when I move away from New York. 
5. I have a nasty habit of killing every plant I take home with me.
6. Vogue has been my bible since I was twelve years old. 
My mom thinks it's weird that I have kept every issue.
7. I love when I go upstate with my family so I can swim in lakes.
and hopefully not drop my cell phone in one this year...
9. I sometimes wonder how I'll be able to have a successful career in photography. 
By sometimes wonder, I mean always worry.
10. The boy I like will never know how I feel about him.



I will get this award to